It’s 3:30 a.m. and I can’t fall asleep. Of course, of course, of course. I’m too excited to be in Ames on Wednesday and just as excited to head to san francisco on Sunday and incredibly nervous to make my way to seaside and my fan is making weird noises so I’m going to meditate and try to sleep. or maybe I’ll go to the basement and watch fantastic mr. fox or I don’t know. All I want to do is sleep.
I’ve realized that the thought of being in/volunteering for/working at a science-y museum makes me very excited and happy even though that isn’t much of an option with my current life path, but I’m seriously considering changing my major now to I don’t even know what so that it can be.
wow, wow, wow. I love science and museums and spreading knowledge and I want to do all of these things. This is an awful time to be thinking about this because if I actually do this I’ll probably have to go to school every summer to catch up or go an extra year and I need to focus on that fact that I’ll be in California in a week and holy glob. This is too much. I’m going to go on my roof and look at the meteor shower some more to calm myself down. yep, yep, yep.